One single moment can change our life forever. I am living proof of that.
I have been asked many times about how this crazy idea started of travelling around the world and piecing together the world’s largest blanket. To this day I haven’t really told the full story as it always seemed a bit weird and I was afraid people would think I was some kind of crazy man. Today I want to share that story.
In 2000 I went to Australia, to the other side of the world, to recover from alcoholism. I was a hopeless case and couldn’t stop drinking. I settled on the central coast and joined Alcoholics Anonymous and made many new friends. They became my family. My recovery wasn’t easy, however for the first two years it was made easier by the fact that I managed to help many other sufferers of this insidious disease along the way. It helped me to stay sober whenever I brought another sick person into a rehab or detox clinic or even to a hospital for that matter.
I worked my program 24/7. I bought a little cream station wagon and cleaned a few windows and signs in order to get a little pocket money to pay for my rental on a wee caravan with an annex attached. I was very blessed to have my wee caravan. I got sober in one of the most beautiful places in Australia and I could hear the sounds of the ocean most nights as I fell asleep on a futon mattress in the annex.
After two years of recovery I decided to take a journey to Byron Bay. One thing led to another and before long I was working as a mystic on an amazing beach under two palm trees, teaching and healing people from all walks of life. It was an amazing journey in itself and the letters of gratitude kept coming as I spoke about God and my recovery, how beautiful life was and how you should keep reaching for your dreams and stay positive.
I had total peace inside. I could share the wisdom I had gained from my experiences, and meanwhile I myself was being supported by my AA family and continued meetings. I moved around and eventually made my way up north and found myself helping to save a teenage girl who wanted to take her own life. This took me in another direction and left me with a very serious decision to make. Do I stay in Australia illegally to continue my healing work, or do I leave the country and return to the booming Celtic Tiger? My visa was running out and the government wasn’t going to renew it, but I decided to follow my heart. I broke the law and continued on my journey.
People came out of the woodwork. They just seemed to find me and I ended up in Cairns working with all kinds of people. They said I had a gift, yet I knew deep within me it wasn’t my gift but God’s.
After a few months though, the guilt about over-staying my visa started to get the better of me. Even though I was broke and didn’t want to leave, I decided to return to the Central Coast, sell my car, pack my few things from my caravan and pull out of Australia.
I had just gotten back to the caravan park when the motor of my car blew up. I had nothing to sell for my ticket. I found Don, the owner of the park, had had a stroke and was now in a wheel chair, so I decided to stay on and help him out while I tried to raise some funds for my return to Ireland.
One day I borrowed a bicycle and rode 12 kms over to Erina Fair to see if some old clients wanted their shopfronts cleaned. I attached my bucket, extension rod, and some cleaning cloths to the bike and took off towards Erina. It was a hot and steamy day and I felt like a great fool on a pushbike cycling 12km to drum up work. When I got to Erina I spotted a homeless man sitting on a wall and stopped to talk to him. He reminded me of where I was back in 1999, homeless. I gave him my last five dollars and continued on my way. I spent all day trying to drum up some work but had no success.
Totally deflated, I got on the bike and started my return back to the caravan. I had no food at home and no money in my pocket and a car with a blown up motor. I was furious. In spite of the many people I had coached over the past two years about faith and love and God, here I was forgetting everything. I flew into a rage and started to blame God for the mess I was currently in. I cursed him and was screaming at him non-stop in my mind for most of the way home. I said, “If you’re there and you can hear me, show me a sign or get me out of this mess, for you have all the power and I have nothing.”
Further along, I noticed a scruffy weirdo with long hair and bare feet walking up the hill in the same direction, but I didn’t give him a second thought as I was busy abusing God. In the distance just ahead of the weirdo I noticed what looked like a car seat cover in the middle of the road. If only I had a car. However, I took this as a sign to return to Ireland as soon as possible as it had spots of green on it. I shot passed the weirdo to reach my prize and ditched the bike by the side of the road to claim the car seat cover, only to realise it was just a stupid blanket. I was just about to dump it into the ditch when I noticed the weirdo almost adjacent to me. I started to approach him and as I got closer I started to feel very calm and peaceful. I stood directly in front of him and asked him if he needed a blanket. He looked straight into my eyes with the brightest eyes I have ever seen and in that moment every hair on my body stood up, he opened his palms and all he said was “Bless You”. It felt like time had completely stopped. I was in some sort of shock. After a few moments of just standing there in a daze and no conversation I returned to my bike. I mounted it and turned to wave him good-bye but he was gone.
I don’t know what happened that day on the side of the road but by the next morning I had decided to push-bike around Australia helping the homeless. I started making plans and whenever I told anybody about my plans they said I was mad, I wasn’t mad, I was totally mad. But here I am, six and a half years later, still going around the world, visiting schools, raising awareness, fundraising for charities, and creating the world’s largest blanket.
I remember that single moment that changed my life forever!
Editors : Laine Mullen USA - Ben Whitten NZ.